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My life is my own.

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Journal

◇（30 September 2019）

My life is my life.

I just want to be myself. That's all I want.

I haven't done anything wrong. I haven't hurt anyone. I haven't caused anyone any trouble.

So why...? Why...?

Why does it hurt so much...?

Why do I have to have who I am denied...?

What can I do to make this fear go away...?

...I'm so tired of this.

Maybe I'm the one who's wrong. Maybe someone like me... just isn't acceptable.

It's painful. It's suffocating. It's frustrating. It's terrifying. It's heartbreaking...

It's so hard to live.

I...

I feel like I'm about to cry.

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◇（30 September 2020）

I want to live as the cute version of myself, because that's how I truly feel.

Because I love dressing like this.

Because this is the version of me that I love.

I want to love myself.

I want to cherish myself.

I don't ever want to hate myself.

...I want to be with everyone, as my true self, with nothing to feel guilty or ashamed of.

I'll always be me. I'll keep living proudly, as the cute version of myself.

From now on...

Forever...

Always.

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Because if I don't...

I won't be me anymore.